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Reflecting on the hard lessons my Saturn Return taught me.

I’ve been in a very reflective mood.

For those of you who enjoyed watching my video on Grieving the Life I Imagined, you’ll be pleased to know I got another one for you.

For whatever reason, I’ve been reminiscing on my Saturn Return, even though it occurred over 5 years ago (yeesh!).

My Saturn Return had me quit my stable, ego-stroking job, undergo surgery on my tailbone while being targeted by a stalker, an attempted break in, multiple heartbreaks, betrayal from friends, releasing my first book, a reckoning with my father, struggling financially, freelancing…and so much more.

You can say what you want about astrology, but my life experience has shown me what it is.

Those years challenged any morsel of security, stability & safety that I had, which wasn’t much to begin with as an immigrant with war trauma.

Still, I had never been put in a position to fight for my life in that way. To fight for my Self.

Saturn said, “How bad do you want this?” and threw me in the middle of the fucking ocean during a storm with no life vest. You know what I found out?

I want this shit real bad.

And I’m not talking about money or a job or a relationship…

I explain what I’m talking about in my latest video, which I hope you watch.

This isn’t to scare anyone who is going through their Saturn Return (mine was an extra doozy based on my placements), but it is to show you what can happen when you face your shadows.

Xo