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Your weekly oracle reading and astro transits (03.16.2026)
Hi friends! What a time.
I woke up this morning to the sounds of my neighbor playing Call of Duty. I was infuriated. All I kept thinking was how my family escaped war (and yet are still somehow in it today), just for me to still wake up to the sounds of bombs and machine guns.
Instead of knocking on his door and telling him off, which was my initial solution, I decided to open my computer and write, but all I could muster was why are so many white men horny for violence?
Anyway, I hope you had a wonderful week. If you found yourself crying most of the week with heavy pressure in your chest, congratulations. You were activating more expansion within your heart chakra, and grief is the catalyst for that.
I have been doing my best in facing my deep fears around grief, especially with my Dad. He is in the southern region of Lebanon, which as you may know, is being actively bombed right now. God is asking me to have more faith and trust than I know how to practice most days, but I’m getting better at it.
And this is where I remind you that despite all of my work in this field, my shadow can still ambush me. I can still find myself in those dark pits of doom, fear, worry, guilt, and grief to the point where I might drown.
Healing doesn’t strip away your humanity. It actually exposes it.
The difference is now I’m not checked out for months at a time. I check in. I apply the wisdom I’ve gained. I show myself compassion. I face the fear when necessary, and I raise it to faith.
Speaking of shadow work, my next event will be on April 1—the night of the Libra Full Moon! Join us for some woo and a night of creative writing. Details here.
Lastly, I hope you guys have been enjoying Hot Girl Math on YouTube. It’s something that is being birthed in real time, so I appreciate you guys supporting me as I navigate what this is going to look like.
Right now, we’re time traveling to pick up the cosmic clues from the last 10 years, and this week, we’ll be dipping back into 2018 to notice what major themes and activations were coming up for us at that time.
New episodes drop every Wednesday at 3pm PST!
Now, here’s what’s up in the cosmos—
