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Your Weekly Oracle Reading (03.13.2023)
How much is your peace worth to you?
Happy Monday, friends.
I hope this weekend provided you with the necessary replenishment needed for your mind, body and soul. Last week’s energy was a little turbulent for some, so if you’re still feeling the instability from that, it’s OK.
Before I dive into this week’s reading, you may remember that I mentioned some changes coming with my services and I wanted to update you on that—I will not be offering general birth chart readings after March, and instead solely focus on shadow chart readings (both live and recorded).
While I’ve definitely enjoyed doing the full birth chart readings with you, I feel like focusing on the shadow is where I’m being called, so I want to utilize that energy efficiently.
Also, the Oracle Flash Sale is back for 72 hours! This service will close by end of day Wednesday, so you already know what to do.
OK, let’s get into this week’s reading…
It feels like some of the emotional turbulence that was coming up last week, for those of you who resonated with that, is due to old ways of being that are coming to the surface to be released.
You’re undergoing another Death cycle (nothing to be afraid of here) that’s requiring you to let go of a lot of things—habits, patterns, beliefs, people, situations, mindsets, etc.
For some of you, you’re having a hard time letting these things go. That’s completely understandable, because chances are a lot of these things served a purpose for you that you’re not sure you’re prepared to part ways with. In fact, for some of you, these things have become so integrated into your identity that you may question who you even are without them.
However, holding on to whatever this might be for you is only going to cause you more frustration and struggle.
There might be some roots of paranoia here or defensiveness that arises. Still, it’s almost like the Universe is letting you know that if they have to claw this away from you, they will.
Some of you may be refusing to compromise on a situation or you’re finally so exhausted that you’ve completely given up.
Either way, you can see how you get to decide the journey you want to embark on at this time. Do you want the path of least resistance or are you going to fight your way each step?
It’s ultimately your choice, and you’ll get to your destination regardless, but if you’re tired of the struggle and of feeling like you’re constantly fighting and getting stuck each day, then consider how you’re contributing to that problem.
What is it that you’re unwilling to let go of? What is it that has made you believe you can’t move on without it? And again, whenever you get introspective about these things, dig for the root.
It’s hardly ever the first thing that comes to mind. It’s usually much deeper. So, for example, if your “thing” is self-sabotaging relationships, then just telling yourself, “I need to stop self-sabotaging relationships,” isn’t gonna do shit about the issue.
All you’re doing is simply stating the obvious with no understanding of why it exists in the first place. Realizing that the mechanisms and behaviors you hold on to are there for a reason is important, and finding out what that reason is, is also very important, because there’s a lot of information there.
So, with that same example—you know you self-sabotage relationships, now ask yourself why? What would actually surrendering to this relationship challenge within me? What would it ask of me that I may not be ready to let go of? What do I have to risk to let myself experience this? How does potentially experiencing that risk make me feel? Does it remind me of anything else I’ve experienced that pokes at a wound? What might happen if I show up differently than I always have? Is that something I’d like to experience?
Do you see how there’s unlimited questions you can ask yourself to gain clarity on why you might do the things you do?
A lot of us forget to bring curiosity with us when we navigate self-awareness, because it’s so often overshadowed by repressed guilt, shame, judgment and criticism. These things will block curiosity every time, and that’s the goal because then you get to stay stuck in a cycle that feeds these energies.
You’re capable of doing things differently than you ever have before. You’re capable of being someone you may not have met yet. You’re capable of proving to yourself that you’re more than what you’ve allowed for yourself.
But that’s gonna come at the cost of everything you thought you knew.
Only you know if you’re ready and willing to step up to that task.
There’s Scorpio energy here, as well as Aquarius (Mercury) energy and Sagittarius (Moon) energy, so these placements may be significant for you or someone else connected to this reading as additional confirmation, but they don’t have to be.
The numerology of this reading is a 1. In numerology, “the number 1 is the root of opportunity in our lives. It is a symbol of confidence, power, and action. It pushes us to look at our current circumstances and realize that we have the power to turn them into anything we wish. Even if we are afraid, the 1 inspires us to take control of our future and embrace new beginnings.”
I meeeeean…Ha. You got this.
Have a beautiful week, and take care of yourselves.
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