Happy Monday, dear ones.
I sincerely (and not only because I say this every week) hope you got some rest and nourishment this weekend. I say this with extra love and care, because I know that for some of us (myself included) the Pisces Full Moon hit us harder and later than we anticipated.
Don’t we just love a release ambush?
Still, we met these challenges with courage and trust. As I said during my IG Live reading, I believe challenges are like portals to different timelines. And although I cursed myself for even saying that when I was deep in it, because fuck everything this shit hurts, it still holds true once the initial overwhelm of emotion passes.
Before I get into the cards, I just want to remind you to take a moment and reflect on the growth you’ve achieved, whatever that looks like for you.
Maybe you normally isolate, and this time you leaned on community for support. Maybe you normally suppress the emotions, and this time you let yourself wail. Maybe you normally let your mind go on a rampage and this time, you got a better hold on it. Maybe you normally judge and shame yourself for the way things panned out, and this time, you caught yourself and repaired those beliefs with compassion and grace instead. Maybe you normally keep it all in, and this time, you let it fly.
Celebrate your wins. This is hard work, but you’re doing it, even if it’s baby steps, you’re doing it.
And, as always, the cards reflect this as well.
For this week, the guidance is showing you the rewards and blessings that are coming to fill the space of what you’re letting go.
The Suffering in Silence card is asking you if you’re ready to truly let go of the limiting beliefs and stories you’ve held on to in your head. How much of what you’ve been clinging on to, what you’ve convinced yourself is keeping you happy, is actually hurting you? A lot of times nostalgia can be disguised as protection, something familiar and safe, when in actuality, it’s keeping you prisoner from the change that you need.
The Fertility card (which has been coming up quite a bit) and Rejoice in Celebration are confirmation that when you allow yourself to follow your true heart’s desires, the rewards will follow. This is a time to lean into your Divine Feminine—that inner knowing, intuition, trust and wisdom—with the steadfast reassurance that you are receiving the highest good for you, because it is expected.
This is not a time for you to be inconsiderate, possessive, domineering, forceful or pushy (including with yourself). This is a time to nurture yourself and nourish the seeds of growth that you’ve planted—whether that be happiness, comfort, abundance, prosperity, family, children, ideas or a new way of being. Hell, maybe all of that and more.
Know that when you follow your heart and intuition with zeal, there are no limits to what you can achieve. Celebration is in the air, so get ready to rejoice with your loved ones.
Now, the numerology. Can you guess what we got yet again? Yep, 6. The embodiment of the heart. However, there are some other number patterns here that I wanted to highlight.
First, is the number 33. It’s said that 33 is one of the most spiritually inclined numbers, and that is why it is also known as the “Master Teacher.” This Master Number is also a combination of both master number 11 and 22, which makes it quite powerful.
Intuitively, what I’m getting with 33, especially with the cards associated, is rebirth. This is a time of stepping into a higher elevation of who you are. You’re activating a version of you that’s been waiting to exist.
The other number sequence that stood out, although it came to me unconventionally, is 3-6-9. It dropped into my spirit, so we’re gonna talk about it.
Now, if you’re like me, you’re immediately thinking of “Get Low” by the Ying Yang Twinz, but 3-6-9 is actually very spiritually significant. Nikola Tesla believed that was the code to the Universe.
The research and theories on this is very deep and cannot be summarized here, so I encourage you to do your own digging, but again, intuitively, this is telling me that whatever is coming up right now, whatever is shifting and realigning, is doing so through the magic of the Universe.
None of this is by chance. You are supported and guided along the way, even if it doesn’t feel that way, but something tells me that everything will make sense sooner than you think.
Trust.
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Have a beautiful week and as always, take care of yourselves!